Treble Clef

I really need.....

2010-12-18T00:17:00.003+08:00

(1) An external hard disc T_T
(2) A camera that does not use lithium batteries. Sigh...

Happy Birthday

2010-12-17T00:21:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday ma... i did not forget. In fact, i have been thinking about it since November.

I remember when i was young, i used to always ask about your age whenever i had to write a composition on "My Mother" and you always tell me that you are forty years old. Lol. I really wrote that EVERY YEAR you know. Haha...

Happy forty years old birthday ma... I still miss you...

The Only Exception

2010-10-20T18:51:00.002+08:00

When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist

You are the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now I had sworn to myself
that I'm content with loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk

You are the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

You are the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, And I'm on my way to believing

Ok ok... I'm updating liao la...

2009-12-05T15:48:00.003+08:00

Took me so long before i can update my blog (still dare to say) LOL.

I'm now at Dennis's house, got wireless, so i just hopped in and wrote something. hehe....

Went to watch New Moon just now. Ngaiti....a lot of conversation so "meat numb" one...

"you are my everything."
"i can't live without you."

-_-lll err.....sorry ya all the Twilight fans, but i really find it very funny when the guy said that to the girl. Cuz nowadays cannot find all these "meat numb" conversation in movies ma...lol. So i couldn't help but to laugh when the guy said all that. LOL~~~

MBO... speechless. Don't know i soi or what.. today first time went there to watch movie.

Went in, waa...not bad leh...

Sat down, waa...really not bad leh...

5 mins gone, why no trailer one.

Another 5 mins gone, got advertisement.

After few seconds, adv suddenly stuck -_- then after few mins, adv resumed.

Then new adv, got stuck again after few seconds -_- the one sitting behind me "ang zua ah neh kuang eh..."

Finally movie started.

Waa...the sound good leh...

After one hour plus, THE MOVIE GOT STUCK!!! -_-lllllllllll

Ok, enough of the MBO. I recommend you to watch this movie if you like romance movie. This one has the classic romance movie taste. Not bad.

Which character i like?
Not edward, nor jacob.
BUT.....edward's dad. HAHAHAHAHA......

Ok lah. I have limited time. I need to cabut liao. Hopefully can update more often. Hoho~

Gong Xi Fa Chai~

2009-01-25T22:18:00.005+08:00

It is CNY eve!! Happy new year everyone!! =D

This is my first time spending CNY alone in my entire life. Last year was the last CNY with mama. When mama was still here, my aunties and uncles will come over to our place to have reunion dinner. Our house was a really small house, poor mah... but my siblings and i all LOVE the house. Though it is small, it is cosy and warm. It is full of sweet memories compare to my other house =)

Anyway, mama will cook all the tasty dishes that we all love, she will cook so much that sometimes she forgot that we have less than 10 people. Lol. The table is always full of food! It was really nice having mama with us for CNY. There is a very famous phrase in chinese which says that, it is when we lost it, we learn how to appreciate/treasure it. I miss all those days with mama...

Ok! Enough with all those mama thingy and back to 25th Jan 2009!

I went out to have my reunion dinner with my aunty who is still single. We went Sushi King in Boulevard. It was really nice of her to ask me out. She actually planned to fly off to KL today but when she heard the news that i'm spending CNY eve alone, she postponed her trip to tomorrow and invited me out for dinner. I feel loved. Yes, i do.

Boulevard is still quite packed though it is CNY eve, we were surprised. The dinner was nice. I had my favourite Bento and ordered a plate of my favourite sushi. Aunty ordered some dishes as well. She kept asking me to order whatever i want and i know that her intention is to make me feel at home and happy. Thank you so much aunty... I really enjoyed the dinner and i really feel loved =)

We did some shopping at Boulevard, too. Again, this is my first time going out shopping in CNY eve in my entire life. haha... because all the while i'll be helping out in the kitchen with my sis. Ever since mama is gone, a lot of things had happened and things changed. All these have made me the person that i am now. It can be positive and it can be negative. Sometimes, people may wonder why the coldness. I guess sometimes we just have to don't care at all. I guess stepping out from our comfort zone is not always the best thing to do. It is not wrong to step out, it is good, VERY good. However, maybe it just does not apply to me.

Anyway, let's not spoil the CNY mood =D I bought some CNY cookies from Taka. I just put them on my table, like what mama always did in every CNY eve. I bought german cookies and pineapple tart. I'm so obsess with pineapple tart! LOL. I always sapu all the pineapple tarts whenever i go visiting. They are just so nice!!! Can't wait to eat my pineapple tart tomorrow!! Yay!!

Finally, HAPPY COW YEAR to everyone!!! =D

Sauce

2009-01-15T19:52:00.003+08:00

As usual, i reached home around 6pm today. Went into shower straight away once i was in my room. I just love the feeling after shower, feel so clean! (of course...duh...)

These few days i've been cooking my own dinner. Yesterday i made two burgers =) i couldn't finish two, so i kept one in the fridge for today. So, i took out the burger and happily put it inside the microwave to heat it up.

The burger was very soft and nice!! i LIKE!! XD feel very proud that i made it on my own cuz last time always eat burgers at McD lah, KFC lah... I really enjoyed the burger. As i was eating, something dropped. I took a glance, oh, its the side of the egg, you know when you fried the egg for too long, then the side of the egg will be very hard and crunchy, right? It's a bit brown, a bit white like that.. (as if ppl don know how it looks like).

Ceh...so i continue to eat the burger loh. Mmm... real nice man!! Then, i looked at the crunchy side of the egg that dropped just now. A bit funny leh... let me show you. It is like this.

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2008

2008-12-26T21:30:00.003+08:00

2008 . Ending .

Mama . One year . Heaven . How are you ma.. Enjoying? i miss you.

Kuching . Decision made . Hoping . Wishing . It will be right.

Graduation . 3 years . Friends .

New phase . Burden . Responsibility . Tiredness .

Viva =) i love you my new baby .

Apartment . Room . Emptiness .

Tortie . i'm glad i got you greedy pig . Lol~

2008 . Packed . Hectic . Tired . Grow .

Wedding Plan

2008-12-25T22:17:00.018+08:00

Tagged by Su Ee

How old are you?
sensitive question

Are you single?

It's complicated

In what age do you think you'll get married?

30 gua. i must enjoy single life kao kao first.

Do you think you'll be marrying the person you are with now?

Hope so.

If not, who do you want to marry?

-_-lll what kind of question is this. Tak kan ask me to say out the name mah... Ronan Keating can or not?

Do you want a garden/beach or a traditional wedding?

I want a beach wedding!!! =D

Your ideal motive?

ideal motive for....? getting married? having beach wedding?

Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
Places with cool weather.

How many guests do you think you'll invite?

The lesser the better. Save money mah. BIg crowd very hard to entertain.

Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?

Simple BUT special.

Do you want the traditional vows or something you'd make up on your own?

Err....both. Cham cham can ah?

How many layers of cake do you want?

One layer but ALL real and edible. They always put so many layers but only one piece is real. Apala..

Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or a simple place?

Hotel.

When do you want to get married, morning or evening?

Early morning at beach. Then, we have our vows during sunrise. I guess we'll have to start the ceremony at 4am. WAHAHAHA...

You'd rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?

Err....outdoors? cincai lah.

Do you like a grand entrance for your groom?
Groom ah?? Err....can also. He can come in during the wedding march and i'll wait for him in front together with my bestman. Weird question leh.

Name the song you like to play on your wedding.
Ronan Keating - The way you make me feel

Are you a morning person or a night person?

If you ask me 1 + 1=? after midnight, i'll answer 4.

Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?

LIght one of course. It's my wedding, not my funeral.

Describe your ideal husband/wife?
Thoughtful
Gentle
Cool
Funny
Very good with direction

Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?

Chopstick can ah?

Champagne or red wine?

Cola

Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?

Days after the wedding.

Money or household items?
MONEY!!

Who will pay for the bills?

Not me.

Are you ready for married life?

Nope.

Do you think you will still be a virgin until you get married?
Yup, of course.

Will you always be true to your wife/husband?

Why the question so heavy one.

How many kids would you like to have?

None. I don't like children.

A new house for a newly wed or an old one?

A new house.

What kind of cuisine would you like for your wedding?

Chinese food. =D

Will you record your honeymoon in VCD/DVD?

Yup!!

Whose wedding plans would you like to know next?
1. Oguchi
2. Yan Hui
3. Kim-kim
4. Joseph
5. Fidelia

It's dusty in here...

2008-12-18T22:48:00.000+08:00

Bye bye...

2008-07-04T09:05:00.008+08:00

My handsome, talented, sexy, genius, diligent, funny, cheerful, optimistic, cute, strong, gentleman......bro!!

Movie - People - Feelings

2008-06-30T08:18:00.007+08:00

Just watched the movie - incredible hulk with my friend on saturday =) i got FREE ticket from CATS FM. Muahahahahaha...........

The movie's good. However, i think that they storyline is a bit boring. i agree that the actions and the sound effects are exciting, but the whole thing is just him, the hulk, keeps running away from the enemy. I think maybe they should add a little bit more in their plot. Anyway, that's just MY OPINION. My opinion ONLY ha...

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Tasha left to Taylor's to do her A level. Bee Ling's leaving too. Then Chiew Eim. Kim-kim left too. Li Ern leaving soon. Then Feli. So does my LITTLE BRO!!!!

I used to be one of them, coming back and flying over. 3 years...seems long and yet short, too. I was in uni for 3 years!! It doesn't seem like 3 years to me. Time really flies eh... It feels like i just got into uni and did my orientation, then the next thing i know, i'm out of uni already. I enjoyed my uni life, i love my friends, they are crazy! Lol. The study part...err...i never like to study, so you know lah... hahaha...

This week is my LAST week at CATS. Muahahahahaha.... then next week, i'm going to work at KTS, which is my sis's company too. I'll be admin executive. Of course different department from my sis. Which boss will put family together de, right? Heard my sis said that my department has many bosses *gulp* there's going to be stress...... -_-''' Anyway, money~~ money~~ here i come~~

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2008-06-18T10:02:00.021+08:00

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*ex-CEO cats fm

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CATS FM

2008-06-13T09:24:00.006+08:00

I've been doing my practical in CATS FM for about 5 weeks already. It's a nice place =) it's small but all the colleagues are very close. I'm in the news department now, i was in the program department before this.

When i was in the program department, i wrote scripts for promo and public service announcements and yes, it has gone on air. Wahahaha~ then i did voice over, which we call it V.O. for promo and public service announcements also. And yes, it has gone on air too. Both english and mandarin. Now i get to hear my sexy voice in radio every day. Wahahaha~~~

i'll introduce some colleagues ^^

Faye - my "mama". Lol. She supervised me when i was in the program department. She's zack's senior. What senior? you'll know what i mean later. LOL.

Tracy - one of the english DJs. She loves GREEN!!! her handbag is green, her bracelet is green, even until her eyeshadow is ALSO green. Lol. She's so green the i even put her name in green. hahaha... She's a cute girl anyway, bubbly and cheerful *wink*

Zack - he calls himself the sex god. HAHAHA...cuz he loves porn and he watches all sorts of porn *evil smiles* hehehehe... i've been polluted by this fella by the way T_T he can do all sorts of cartoon voice i tell you.. very talented DJ =)

Needa - LOL. She has her way of swearing i tell you. LOL!!! For example: Bullshit *praying, oh God, sorry that i sweared.* ok, the example of bullshit. She will say, "the bull and the shit". Even when she talks, she also will use the same way! Wahahah!! "the mi and the yang" = "miang". LOL. We are all influenced by her cute way of talking.

Angel - the mandarin DJ. She LOVES korean dramas and korean GUYS! Hahahaha... and she has the same way of evil laughter like i do. Hers is sharper and evil-er! Hohohoho~~~~ what?!! no such thing as evil-er? i like ah! cannot meh???

Pic taken from www.pet-comfort-products.com

Man, i'm so use to doing all the assignments, until i paste a pic in my blog i also need to put the reference, is it call reference? or the source? sauce? lol. whatever la! i'm talking about the small words under the pics la...

Anyway, continue my intro to the colleagues.

Adeline - super blur queen. Lol. She's the singer in the office, she'll put on her earphones and she'll sing whatever that's playing in her mp3. She'll sing so loud that everyone in the office can hear -_-"'

There are more ppl, but i don't really know them. So...... hehe...

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i'm now in the news department liao. So...

Donnie - my new "mama". lol. Or maybe i should call her "sister" cuz she's much younger than faye. she's my supervisor in news department. She LOVES shopping. haha... graduated from USM btw.

Ismaily and Ali - these two fellas are super funny. When they laugh ho, i tell you, the whole office will shake ah!!! Lol. They laughter is like thunder. hahahah.. They will be bringing me out to cover function from today onwards.

*adeline is singing now. She's singing NEEDA. cuz she's looking for her. My god...she even sing ppl's name.*

News department has lesser worker though. Hehehe...

Other department like engineering, marketing, admin...etc i'm not gonna introduce la, cuz don really mix with them ma... So, nothing much to write loh...

Yup, that's basically about CATS FM. I'll blog more if got anything interesting happen. hehe...=)

NO...

2008-06-09T09:27:00.004+08:00

Somehow he found out.
What are we going to do...?
She told me to trust.
She said, he has changed.
Has he really changed...?

What he did to me is still haunting me...
He has hurt me so much.
So much that i can't trust him anymore.
So much that i've built a wall between me and him.
So much that every word he said will cause me to remember all those bitters...

It's safer...
It's better like this...
Maybe i should just let it be...
Maybe...

>.<

2008-06-09T08:18:00.013+08:00

Had a little roller coaster this morning while on my way to work. Handsome!!! you scare the hell out of me!! >.< FYI, handsome drives me to work every morning cuz i haven't got my license yet. Stop laughing, i know i'm 23 already. So what if i haven't got my license. Cannot meh?? hmph!!

Back to my story, so ha...we were on our way to CATS FM. Then ho...there was a lorry in front of us. Its parking vertically across the road. Basically it's blocking the road la. Then ho...the driver saw us coming, so he moved the car SLOWLY. Si beh slow ok.. But ho...that handsome still continued his driving in the SAME SPEED. The space was SO SMALL can!!! MY GOODNESS!!! i thought we were going to crash!!! the lorry and our car is just a few centimeters away!!! I squeaked a bit when we passed the lorry. I bet the lorry driver saw my jaw dropping and my eyes popping O_O aduh... handsome ah...really gia si lang lah... >.<

Joshua met an accident yesterday. Injured his face >.< face is very important to human leh... really hope he's ok. i was shocked when i heard the news. Cuz i saw him still ok in the morning, then next thing i know he's in accident...

*Pic taken from www.salem-news.com

Life is really short and fragile. You might see the person now, but you might not see that person the next minute. We don't know what will happen the next second. Mama was there, next thing i know, she's gone. It's the same thing. I learnt to treasure everyone from mama's incident. I still miss her...very much... sleepless nights, wet pillows, who knows about it...nobody knows... you'll never know how i feel until you've experienced it on your own.. *choi choi choi!!* it's true wad... how can you expect me to be consoled just by your WORDS...

i can only cry on my own and reflecting all the memories i have with her...i felt so bad about the kitty, what more a person who had been with me for 22 years. Sometimes i wish i'm emotionless. Why her...

*pic taken from www.randywenzel.com

Ok, i shall stop writing about how i feel This blog is suppose to make ppl happy and entertained.

The pic big leh... sure make you smile one... lol.

SMILE
and the world will smile with you =D

We didn't know...

2008-06-05T09:23:00.004+08:00

This cat nice or not? nice ho......

We were in the car, preparing to reverse and went to office. Until we heard a cat meow-ing loudly. Where did that cat come from? So, we did not bother. Start our engine again. Then a man ran out from the shop and stopped our car and he told us that.....

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.ARGHHHHHHH!!!!! *SCREAMS*
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The rest of the story use your imagination... i'm too sad to write already.
I'm sorry little kitty, we did not know the you were under our car.
i'm really sorry...

Picture taken from http://imagecache2.allposters.com/images/pic/PTGPOD/408295~Five-week-old-Black-Kitten-Posters.jpg

2008-05-30T10:47:00.004+08:00

i wan to sing!!!!!! -_-
suddenly lips itchy, want to sing la....... T_T

p/s: See that text at the corner of my pic? finally i know how to do that. LOL~ i'm so malu, that's why i type this in smallest font >.<

Not only want to sing, i also want to eat this...
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i'm so hungry now T_T *pray hard hard that time will pass by faster* >.<

The voice within

2008-05-29T17:10:00.003+08:00

Young girl don’t cry
I’ll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl it’s alright
Your tears will dry, you’ll soon be free to fly

When you’re safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing’s harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means

When there’s no one else, look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend just trust the voice within
Then you’ll find the strength that will guide your way
You’ll learn to begin to trust the voice within

Young girl don’t hide
You’ll never change if you just run away
Young girl just hold tight
Soon you’re gonna see your brighter day

Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It’s so hard to stand your ground when you’re so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you look outside look inside to your soul

Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you’re learning
You’ll find all you’ll ever need to know
(be strong)
You’ll break it
(hold on)
You’ll make it
Just don’t forsake it because
No one can tell you what you can’t do
No one can stop you, you know that I’m talking to you

Young girl don’t cry I’ll be right here when your world starts to fall

**Sang by: Christina Aguilera

Baptism Service

2008-05-28T10:59:00.008+08:00

25-05-08

They said, a picture speaks a thousand words (correct me if i'm wrong).

So, i let the pictures speak la... hahaha.... since one pic speaks a thousand, then i'll put many many pics. hahahahaha....

Miss Fair & Lovely

2008-05-28T09:11:00.006+08:00

Last saturday (24/05/08), my colleagues and i went to do cross over at Sarawak Cultural Village, kuching. They were having Miss Fair & Lovely Competition. We reached there at about 630pm. Had our dinner and off we went for the theme play. The theme play was an eye opener for me =) never seen such a big theme play before, i mean of course i've watched plays before la, but not this big. hehe... ok, i know all humans want to see photos. Don't want talk so much liao. Photos!!

The girls!!

Our dinner.

My colleague (needa). Preparing her script for cross over - live broadcast.

Performance. She's awesome!!

The girls again. I LOVE this pic!! =D

Needa and i

Mui Siew

Zack and i fighting. HAHA..

He said want to take hamsap pic, so take loh... LOL~

The crowd

This is the winner. Miss Fair and lovely 2008 - Pearlicia Brooke
(Pic taken from http://www.cherishmywedding.com/2008/04/19/miss-fair-and-lovely-whf-2008-semi-final-absolutely-dress/)

I think she's hot but she didn't win T_T

I had a great time with my colleague. Although we came back late, it's quite an experience for me, especially in the cross over thingy. Zack and Needa, i had fun. Hugs! =)

Bore

2008-05-01T15:48:00.004+08:00

[You]
First Name - Chris
Nickname - Ah Hua
Name you wish you had - gone back home earlier...
What do people normally mistake your name as - Tiong Hua.
Birthday - 12 March
Birthplace - Sibu
Time of Birth - how do i know -_-
Single or taken - hahaha...
Zodiac sign - Pieces

[Your Appearence]
How tall are you - 168cm
Wish you were taller - NOOOOOO! i'm tall enough
Eye color - Dark Brown.
Eye color you want - i like my eye color
Natural Hair color - Black
Current Hair color - Black with faded highlights
Short or long hair - Long
Ever dye your hair a bizarre color - Nope
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair - Never did anything except colored it
Glasses or contacts - Contacts
Do you wear make-up - Yes i do
Ever had hair extensions - Nope
Paint your nails - Only paint when i have nothing better to do.

[In the opposite gender]
What color eyes - Same like mine
What color hair - No bizzare color please
Shy or Outgoing - Both
Looks or personality - Both can ah? lol
Sexy or Cute - Cute
Serious or Fun - Both la
Older or Younger than you - Young also can. lol
A turn on - hmm... has an ear for music, likes sports.
A turn off - body odor

[This or that]
Flowers or Chocolates - Chocolates
Pepsi or Coke - taste the same
Rap or Rock - Rock
Relationship or One night stand - Of course relationship la
School or Work - School
Love or Money - both can ah?
Movies or Music - Both
Country or City - City
Sunny or Rainy days - Depends
Friends or Family - BOTHHHHHH

[Have you ever]
Lied - Yes, who never lied
Stole something - Yes
Smoked - Nope
Hurt someone close to you - Yea
Broke someone's heart - err...yea
Had your heart broken - Yup
Wondered what was wrong with you - yea
Wish you were a prince/princess - No la
Liked someone who was taken - Nope
Shaved your head - not a britney fan
Been in love - duh...
Used chopsticks - i'm a chinese
Sang in the mirror to yourself - uh huh..

[Favorites]
Flower - sunflower
Candy - currently will be coconut candy
Song - currently Realize by colbie
Scent - green apple
Color - Orange, green and red
Movie - Transformer
Singer - Mariah Carey, Colbie Caillat, Chris Daughtry
Word - huh?
Junk food - Chips =D
Website - a lot leh...
Location - i love malaysia
Animal - Snow leopard
Ever cried over someone - yup
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself - gain a bit weight
Do you think you're attractive - in some ways, yes
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose - i like my life
Do you play any sports - i faint after 10 mins of running

2008-05-01T13:58:00.005+08:00

Last night had a great dinner with my friends... we went pizza hut. Love you guys~ Muak! =D

Time really flies. I'm going to graduate soon. Graduating means separating. I hate that... Despite all the tensions and stress, i still enjoy uni life though =)

Friends

There's nothing as nice as someone who shares, your laughter, your secrets, your wishes and cares, someone who's there through your good times and tears, who stays by your side as your friend through the years.
- Autymn Skillings -

Friends at school Are big and small.
Friends at school Are best of all!

Gonna miss you girls... sob sob..

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"Everyone's trying to live up to everyone's expectations.
On the process of living up to those expectations,
hurts and disappointments...

Today
there's no need to live up to those expectations.
You are who you are.
You're beautiful just the way you are...

Somebody will always be there
to love you...
to guide you...

And i thank You, Lord.
Because You love me... "

2008-04-24T12:24:00.004+08:00

"Perfect"

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late and

We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Updates updates~

2008-04-16T20:03:00.006+08:00

Yo yo! Updates updates! super long never update already. Heehee.. paiseh.

I'm in my study week now. Exam starts at 23rd April until 7th May. i only have three papers this time. Wahaha~

Anyway, photos! we had mention night last month. That's like....super long ago, now only show photos. Lol~ paiseh mah... heehee...

Before dinner. No, i'm not naked. just happened to snap a lousy photo like this.

Two of my best friends in uni. Standing: Ah Li, sitting: Siew Siew

We invited Dinah from Malaysia Idol. Sorry about the blurness of the pic.

Leng Luis... LOL~

Khai Wan, Kin Yeng, May Chin and myself

Who else...

Random photo. Samantha and me. The backdrop behind is Joanne. Lol~

Eddie

In studio

We had a class trip to Port Dickson on the 12th - 13th April

On the bus

Actually i want that boat behind one. But ho...my friend focus on me -_-

End this post with this jumping pic.
Seems like this kind of pic is a must have. Lol~

2008-03-21T15:00:00.003+08:00

Today is the day you went away
The day you left us
The day you left your sufferings...

White orchids
Yellow roses
I can still clearly remember...

It's been a year
A full year
Still not use to live without you...

i envy those people
i envy them...

And yet...i thank God i once had you...
Yet, i thank God you gave birth to me...

You've been good to me
You've took care of me

23
Grown up
Graduating soon

I once planned to have you and sis in my convo
I once planned to take you to a place
where you can plant all the flowers...
I once planned to take you away from that place
where all your tears are shed..
I once...

It's God's will that you left earlier
Maybe...
Maybe...i will be more independent without you
Maybe this is what He wants..
I don't know...

All i know is...
i miss you...
really miss you...

You'll always be in my heart..
Always...

I love you...

2008-03-03T15:16:00.007+08:00

It was long time ago when i updated my blog. i'm now sitting in my library's cyber. Supposely looking for info but then hor...i went to friendster la..facebook la..check mail la..lol. ok ok... not to worry, i've done my "searching for info" already. So, i dare to take my time and blog now. Hehe..

Well, this few weeks have been hectic. A lot of stuff to do. My friends and i just finished shooting for our videos (AGAIN). Seems like every sem i also need to go out for shooting. It's fun when you work with the right people, if salah orang, wah... *sweat* Anyway, we shoot a video about burger. Yes. burger. We heard that one of our hostel's burger is SO nice that everyone can't resist. So, we did an adverstisement on that. But hor...the stall only open at mamak hour. Where can we shoot so late one.. So hor..we bought other brand de burgers and wrapped it with the stall's wrappers and shoot. LOL. sorry la ha...we had to do that cuz our studio doesn't allow us to borrow DV cam so late. So hor... bo bien loh...

Then, after the shooting, i'm one of the editer ma.. So, i did the editing loh.. it was fun though stressful.

Oh ya, we had an online radio station. Don't know whether the lecturer's ears got problem or my voice is really so nice----i'm one of the DJs -_-lll Chris - a DJ. sound so...funny. So hor...the DJ-ing is fun loh. i made a lot of silly mistakes. I remember i was reading news about the bird flu in Indonesia. ".....hundred ppl died from HUMAN flu...bla bla...NO NO! bird flu! i'm sorry!" my producer was laughing her head off. I really din know whether to put my face la.. luckily i realised i said human flu... or else i bet people are gonna freak out that there are people that are dying from human flu =_=lll anyway, enough of the flu thing. I learnt a lot from the DJ thing loh... in fact, i'm now interested in being a TECHNICIAN, not DJ la.. cuz my ang moh not fluent ma...so can only stay behind and do the technical stuff loh..

I'm now doin my thesis base on the film Lust, Caution. Yes, you heard me, Lust, Caution. I've watched the movie. It's very sad loh... Haih... but hor...i wan to do that movie because of the director-ang lee. His way of shooting is very artistic (to me la).

besides, i'm now looking for places that i can do my practical. Still waiting for reply now. Hopefully will get my answer soon.

Oh well, i guess i'll just stop here. Cuz the CC is FREEEEEZING!! my nails are turning purple liao. Chao~

2008-02-07T09:55:00.000+08:00

I'm so hooked to Colbie Caillat these days. She's good!! She writes songs and she plays guitar, AND she's a good looker!! *scream* lol~ i LOVE colbie!!

Today's the first day of Chinese New Year. Happy Chinese New Year to you all!!

I'm now sitting in front of computer blogging, listening to Colbie and surfing the web. That's the way of enjoying. Lol~ Plus the weather today is so good! Hmm...Should go out for visiting huh. So far, only isaac asked about the visiting. I'd be glad to go out with my bunch of friends =)

2008

2007-12-31T15:42:00.000+08:00

31 December...

Looking back <--

Tears
Joy...

Mistakes
No regrets...

Drifting..
Still drifting...?

Plans archived
Plans not archived...

Been hurt
Been used
Been trusted
Been look down
Been laughed at
Been...

31 December

Looking forward --> 2008

Moving forward

A new me
A new start
New...

^_^

Why...

2007-12-24T15:55:00.000+08:00

I was just chatting with Catherine* last night about friends... And today, i MYSELF had experienced being cheated by a close friend...

Why...
Thought you're really sincere...
Thought you really mean it...

Why...
Is the thing really that important to you..?
Our friendship doesn't even mean anything to you...?

What does friendship mean to you anyway...?
Why are you using us...?
Why are you using us...??
Why are you using us........????
Why...???

* the name has been changed.

. . .

I've been tagged again by kim. So here it goes~

The rules are:
1. Link to your tagger and post this rules.
2. List eight (8) random facts about yourself.
3. Tag eight (8) people.

(+ with a picture of your in black and white)

Random facts about myself:
1. i love christmas
2. i hate last minute work esp when ppl ask me to sing on stage last minute. i HATEEEEE it!!!
3. i like dinner =)
4. i wanna change my phone la
5. i need to improve my photoshooting skills
6. i need a home to go back to
7. i'm tight financially T_T
8. just went coffee bean and i don really like it.. *no offend to those who like it.

i tag: lazy la...

I've been tagged

2007-12-17T14:40:00.000+08:00

I've been tagged =) Both kim and isaac. hehe... so i'll answer them at the same time *isaac, sounds familiar??* lol~

LIST OUT THE TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR:
(a) A car
(b) A home
(c) A bit more fat
(d) Less pimple
(e) Healing

LIST OUT THE REASONS FOR YOUR CHOICES:
(a)i'm a bit tired of tumpang-ing ppl's car already
(b) i'm currently home-less. A parasite.
(c) argh!!!! i'm so skinny compare to last sem. lost 2 kg!!! *sorry to those who wan to lose weight*
(d) dunno why recently pimples are coming out on my forehead.
(e) still can't get over with mama.

THE PERSON WHO TAGG-ED YOU IS:
(a) Isaac
(b) Kimberly

5 IMPRESSIONS OF HIM/HER:
Isaac

(a) the blur king
(b) easy going
(c) food hunter
(d) getting fat liao. hahahahaha....

Kimberly

(a) funny
(b) eager to learn
(c) like to ask
(d) music lover

MOST MEMORABLE THINGS HE/SHE HAS DONE FOR YOU:
Isaac

Encouraged me in times of need.

Kimberly

Goes around looking for chocolates when i was having severe tummy pain. *kim, remember?*

MOST LOVED INVENTION(does not need to be technologically advance):

Hmm...contact lense! LOL~

WHAT DO YOU DESPISE THE MOST:

Bees!!! they just love to sting me!! argh!! >.<>
two faced ppl

. . .

Salt & Light Camp
10th - 13rd Dec 2007

~ Don't compromise ~
~ Don't be religious ~
~ Know that He has a purpose ~
~ Don't be irrelevant ~
~ Quietness ~

Personally, this is my favourite phrase:
~ Mature ppl don't give excuses ~

. . .

Photos =)

on the way up to permai. Miss peising driving. *oops. the pic a bit too dark*

Behind sing, is----> ee
He asked me to take one

Beside ee ----> Sam
Ee took the pic

Ee can be a cam whore too. Wait til you see the pics later.

Promoting Darlie toothpaste

i love that expression, ee! lol~

Wah.. indeed he uses Darlie.

My turn. Wahaha~

Sorry boys, i have to post this. lol~
left: sam, right: ee

Wanted to take pic with sing when she's driving, but...can only see my eyes -_-lll

the scenery

Mayvern, Gracie and i

My dear sing and i

err..the pic a bit too dark. sorry =P

the nerd and blur face

No need to introduce liao.

Ee and Dennis

Li ern

Wah lau...

Simon

the manja queen - gracie.

Aha!!! Dennis, this is the evidence of u taking noah's clothes and wiped the milo on the floor!! lol!

Mayvern, rocker chic!

Patrick the star. lol~

Cheryl

At the beach.

Sun set!

middle: simon

Wee~

My secondary's maths teacher

Helping ee to adjust the guitar. dunno why i just love this pic =D

Worship

look at simon.

Wah.. ganas!

ee and caleb. lol

hahahaha...

caleb, your shirt too short liao la..

Caught this fella when i was on my way back to cabin. isn't is pretty? =D

and this fella too! =D

. . .

~ The End ~

i miss you

2007-12-05T15:41:00.000+08:00

Went kenyalang last night
saw you everywhere...
We used to come here so often,
it was our lepak place...

You enjoyed walking around,
seeing things,
reading your favourite cooking books,
searching for korean dramas,
buying pirated VCDs...
It seems just like yesterday
when you brought me out
and dabao kolo mee back home...

Things are not the same without you...
Things seems to be so empty without you...

It's been eight months,
i still can't get over with it...
i still remember it clearly...
Almost every week,
i slept on wet pillow case...

i still miss you so much..
so so very much...

i miss you...
i really miss you...

Sien

2007-11-29T11:50:00.000+08:00

1. Do you hate someone?

Nope, for now. Lol

2. Name one person you love, and why:

why should i name the person. because i love the person la.. like that also wanna ask.

3. Have you ever had a crush on the same sex?

I'm not a les.

4. What do you think about homosexual marriage?

err...

5. Who do you talk to most on the phone?

My brotha =)

6. Have you ever been on a road trip?

Uh huh

7. Have you ever walked more than a mile?

Yea

8. Do you like cats?

Prefer dogs.

9. Meat or veggies?

I'm a carnivore.

10. Where do you live?

Earth.

11. What's your favorite store?

Watson.

12. Have you ever been to a different country?

No.

13. Bagels or chicken?

Told you i'm a carnivore liao.

14. Would you try to take over the world?

Siao.

15. Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea?

Taste the same.

16. What grade are you in?

3rd year in uni. Dunno how to count the grades.

17. Would you eat sushi?

I love sushi!!! =D

18. Are you good at dancing?

I'm better in singing.

19. What is your dream job?

Doing what i'm good at and doing what i like.

20. Have you ever sat on a rooftop?

I'm afraid of height.

Back

2007-11-23T10:10:00.000+08:00

Finally, i'm back to the Cat City...

Relax.
Homey.
Familiar.
Family.
Friends.
Food.
Cats! (lol)

It's nice to be back =)

UpDates

2007-09-06T14:59:00.000+08:00

Hey hey hey!! So sorry for the so-long-never-update. Lol. I don have internet access in my room nowadays. why? cuz they caught me getting into some forbidden sites that's why they banned me loh... wahahahaha.... nah, just joking! cuz i've been moved to Senior block, cewah, sounds so high class. Senior blocks don have internet access in the room. I wonder why they didn't put internet access in senior blocks cuz seniors need to use internet more ma...anyway, No internet, i get more sleep. Wahaha~

How have i been? I've been buried with all the assignments =_= We just finished our documentary. The go-out-for-shooting process was fun! Learnt a lot of stuff from that and from our technician =) it was tiring but it's quite an experience for me. I was the photographer for our group. Our topic of the documentary is "Bara Warisan". We did the documentary on Haji Samuri. Remember satay kajang haji samuri? yes, he is the person who sort of invented that satay thing. He's a nice person. And we got to eat FREE satays!! i ate 12. My friend ate 22!! wahahaha...

hmm...what else ho..oh ya, my sista was here during merdeka. Met her at MV. MV stands for Midvalley in this post. It can also stand for Music Video or Movie according to Mun K's cute mama. Lol. Mun K, are you reading this? you know what i'm talking about right? lol~ Anyway, me and my sista had a great time together. So nice to see her. Miss her already...

I'm one of the reporters for our uni's newspaper- Nadi Bangi. I told myself that i won't step into journalism after i graduate. i don like it la... the paper is in the process liao.

Then, i'm taking a subject call "penulisan skrin dan apresiasi". The subject is fun la!! We get to watch all sorts of movies! such as wong kar wai's movies, artistic til i came out also still don understand the story, horror movies, too graphic but still can take it, good thing they didn't show brokeback, i think i'll faint inside. Ahem, for those who love the movie brokeback, don feel offended ya, cuz that's only my opinion ya..OPINION only ya... we get to watch some psycho movies too. Some movies are old ones but they are nice =) try the movie "silence of the lamb" if you haven't watch it. It's not very scary but it makes me think a lot. Especially about gender and how the identity is being portraited (spelling correct ah?) Now i'm doin a presentation about the movie "water". It's a nice movie too. It's about the widows in india. It's a slow movie but very meaningful. Oh ya, there's a movie call "Rosemary's baby". It's nice too. Touch on religion, witch crafts.. a bit graphic. Only for those who are 18 and above ya...it's a very old movie anyway.

Next week have to pass up two assignments and i'm having a presentation this saturday. Wish me all the best lah. Hehe... i'm now thinking about the title of my kertas projek. I'm thinking of doin the movie by jack neo "Just Follow Law". Any opinion about the movie? just drop a comment of how you think about the movie. Thanks ya! =)

Ok lah. i got to go liao. will update this blog asap. hehe... have a nice day~

I'm Back =)

2007-07-06T13:04:00.000+08:00

Finally, the two months break is over =( miss kuching already... *sob sob*

i'm now in Rosalind's place. Was just listening to songs, then suddenly my lappie sensed some wireless connection, so...hehe.... *grin*

The two months break was good. I got what i want - A good break. Nothing special happen, nothing bad happen. That's good... Spent time with bro, sis, bro in law, aunties and uncle.. i really enjoyed myself back in the cat city =) all the familiar faces, familiar places...

Now listening to the song - Every Season. It's the song for Rosalind's wedding when she's walking in... Very nervous now. i MUST remember the lyrics. Last night went for practice, oh man, i was so nervous and i forgot some part of the lyrics.. Argh....... =( i'll have another practice this evening. I will get it right and i must get it right. Yes, i can do it =D

Rosalind's just smsed and told me she's coming back home soon. Yay~

Guess i'll just stop here...will blog more if i get to go online =)

~ A new sem ~

Back home + a letter for mama

2007-05-10T17:23:00.000+08:00

I'm now back in kuching. At my sis's place. Bro is in KL doin his interview. I'm alone at home, so sis asked me to go to her house since bro-in-law went travelling. So, i'm at her cosy little house now =)

Don't quite use to coming back here without mama... Last time she used to change my bedsheet and pillow case before i come back home. Now, i open my room... Dusty and empty... God i miss her...

Dear mama,

How are you mama? doin great up there? i bet you do =D Ee went for interview oh... i think you'll be so happy if you know it. He's good eh, isn't he? All three of us are grown ups now. So no worries, we'll take care of ourselves *coughing* i cough terribly these few days. The weather here is really hot. Yea, i know, i have to drink a lot of water. Sis brought me to see doctor few days ago. Still remember the chinese doctor who used to come and visit you? I went to see him. Man...the medicine is SOOOOOO bitter >.< but, no worries, i'll get well real soon. =D take care ya...

Love,
Hua...

Goin back today =D

2007-05-04T02:34:00.000+08:00

Finally, exams over! Woohoo~~ How's the exam? i bet you all will ask this question. Well, don't ask. *sigh*

Anyway, my friend, Ah Li, and i went back to hostel after exam. I waited for my roomie's friend for so long. He's suppose to come at TWO SOMETHING. Then i waited and waited and waited. Finally, he came at 3:30pm -_- We helped roomie to clear her stuff and moved them to her new place as she's not staying in hostel next sem T_T

Then i went and took shower and bla bla bla...

Ah Li and i reached Midvalley around 6pm. hehe. Celebrate mah. after exam boh. Met up with Ah Wei at Sushi King. Then.......you know i know......we had a feast!! ^_^ We just love FOOD! Wahaha... Spent quite a lot on the food, but...aiya, don't care la. Once in a while. Heehee~

After that, we go jalan jalan loh. Had a great time shopping with my friends. Took my mind off for a while.

The train delayed for one hour. ONE HOUR. T_T Got back here about midnight.

Packed my stuff. A lot of stuff ah... Aduh... Thank God that my friends are helping me out in moving all my stuff to the locker. For your info, the locker is far away from my room. I live on the third floor. So, have to carry all my stuff ALL the way down. Then, walk a bit, then up some staircase again. The walk a bit, then baru sampai my locker. It sounds near. When you try to carry all those notes and stuff, you'll faint. 120% guarantee (for girls).

My flight is at 8:40pm later. Now the time is 2:49am, 4th May. Heehee~

Lastly, i wanna say...Kolo Mee~~~~ I'm coming~~~~ ^o^

Sigh

2007-05-01T23:59:00.000+08:00

Andrew stops blogging!!!

*sob sob* i'm really gonna miss his blogging. He's good and his posts make me laugh all the time. Everytime i online, i'll check out his blog and eager to see new entries. To me, i think his posts are much more interesting than Kennysia's. Sorry to all kennysia's fans. It's just my opinion. *sigh* from now on, no more funny posts... *sigh sigh* Anyway, andrew, all the best in your Form 6. Enjoy it =)

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It's now midnight. I'm so sick of studying. So, i came here to write some craps.
Thursday's my last paper. Can't wait.

My roomie is in hospital. Motor accident. Thank God she's ok. Just had her operation. Hurt her ankle. Gonna help her to move her stuff to her new house.

Going back to the Cat City on Friday.
Feeling happy and at the same time, i feel empty.
Knowing that nobody will be there and wait for me at home.
I'm lost and aimless...
Still stunned because of the incident.
Sometimes, i got angry with Him.
Why can't she be as healthy as any other women?
Why it has to be our mom??
Why ??
Again, i'm reminded that He has His purpose.
*sigh*

Feel so fake.
"How are you?"
"Yea, i'm ok."
With a big fake smile.
What to do?
Cry in front of them??
If i cry,
People will sure say,
"why you so weak one? cry cry cry."
"You can't do anything about it."
"Crying can't bring ppl back to life."
"You have to let it go."
Who doesn't know all this?!
I also know i'm weak,
i know i can't do anything about it.
I know crying doesn't bring her back to life.
and i KNOW i have to let it go.
Please...
It's my mom...
Not my dog or cat.

*sigh*
I don care if my post is discouraging,
i'm a human,
i need a place to express myself,
i need someone to listen to me,
and the best "someone" is this blog and
God...

I think i need to talk to Him now...
*sigh*

This song "Chaos" from Mutemath best describe my feeling now

Complication Is My Claim To Fame
I Can’t Believe There’s Another, Constantly Just Another
Can’t Avoid What I Can’t Control
I’m Losing Ground, Still I Can’t Stand Down
I Know, Yea I Know…

I Know You Stay True When My World Is False
Everything Around’s Breaking Down To Chaos
I Always See You When My Sight Is Lost,
Everything Around’s Breaking Down To Chaos

It’s Hard To Trust Anyone Again
After All The Let Downs I’ve Been Through,
Haunted By What I’ve Been Through.
Air’s Still Trapped, While I Still Can’t Breathe,
And I’m Screaming Out, Give Me Help Somehow.
I Know, Yea I Know…

I Know You Stay True When My World Is False
Everything Around’s Breaking Down To Chaos
I Always See You When My Sight Is Lost,
Everything Around’s Breaking Down To Chaos

…Chaos
I Know You Stay True

The photos are out =)

2007-04-26T23:41:00.000+08:00

Remember the campus party that i talked about?

The party was a blast!!
About 300 campus students turned up ^^
10 salvations!!!!! Woohoo~~ Really thank God ^_^

The photos are out! Yay~
Again, Nick took the photos, thanks Nick =)
He always takes nice photos ** promoting Nick. Lol**

The girls!! Aren't they gorgeous?

Lightbulb. Their dance was awesome!!!

The band "Four Letter Story"
Lead singer, Philip. He rocks ^o^
Acoustic guitarist, Joel. He sings well ^_^
Electric guitarist, Jason. He's cooL eh..
Bassist, Nick Chin, not the photographer that i'm talking about.
Not forgetting the drummer, err... actually, i don know his name la.. Paiseh.. =P

Tessie!!!!! My favourite singer!!!
Her voice melted me!!! She sang "beautiful" by christian aguilera. Tessie!!!!

Campus City Band ^^

David. Fuyoh, he's awesome!!! really power ^o^
The crowd.
This is how it looked like on stage. Yes, that's me in black.
This has got to be my favourite pic!! Nice shot, nick =D
Me, leading one song.
Bassist, Daniel. He's so cooL lah!! The orange guy is Jack =D
Michelle!! She can really harmonize!! i wanna learn from her ^_^
Yup, it's me =D
Nick, this is my favourite pic of myself =D See, told you nick takes nice pics ^o^
Thanks for the tie, David (the other David, the keyboardist, nick didn't take his photo)
Thanks Ben, for suddenly thought of putting a tie on me. Lol~

Fuyoh! Ben, didn't know you're so hyper. Lol~ **i can't see anything on stage, only shadows**
Yup, it's me again =P
David!! PowerfuL!!
David and the...."thing". Suddenly i can't remember wat's it call..
Waseh!!! This pic very chun!!!
Bayu, the guy who's doin backup too.
The orange guy, Jack. No big pic of him. So...but he's cooL =)
Our drummer!! Ben-G. Hmm...the photo's blur.
There are another two female guitarists actually, but the pic is very blur, so didn't post it up.
Oh oh...another keyboardist, the one who lend me the tie. David Chio. Nick didn't take his photo. He's very cooL!!

Campus City Band ^^
Ps Kenneth!! Powderful message ^^
Everyone listening attentively =)
Anyone of you wan to receive Jesus?
Yes!! I wan to receive Jesus!!

What were they doin? Queue up for the food loh..
They liked the food =D
I was queueing also. **That was how i looked off stage. Scary, right? Like kena tumbuk**
Yummy~
Somehow i just like this pic =D
NICE SHOT!!!
CooL Peoples!!
Yay~~ The best campus party ever!!!

**all the photos are taken from Campuscity

i'm bore...

2007-04-24T11:21:00.000+08:00

warning: this is super long. Read this only if you have time to kill. Two Hundred Random Questions Survey
1. Have you ever failed drivers' ed? Why?	haven't got license yet
2. Have you ever sworn?	yea
3. Have you ever told someone that you loved them?	yup =)
4. Planes or boats?	planes. I have water phobia. LOL
5. Are you good at impersonations?	yea, especially anime characters. BUT only when i'm with my family. Teehee~
6. Do you have a cell phone?	duh...
7. What is your biggest fear?	losing someone
8. How do you align yourself politically?	err...
9. What is the perfect day for you?	perfect day ah...hmm...when i achieve what i want to do?
10. What size shoe do you wear?	6
11. Favorite athlete?	don't have any
12. Do you wear perfume?	yea ^^ love them
13. Would you die for your friends?	wah....
14. Have you ever seen Switchfoot in concert?	no, but i'd LOVE to!!
15. Have you ever beat someone up?	My bro...when i was young. Wahaha...
16. Pain or no gain?	Err...Pain
17. What would be the best way to die?	apa ni...
18. French or Italian?	italian
19. What is your favorite type of ice cream?	vanilla !!!
20. What do you call those little plastic things on the ends of shoelaces?	my bro asked me this once, and i was like..."yea, how come i never thought about it.". until now, i still don know what am i suppose to call those things.
21. Do you know any foreign languages?	yea, english. LOL.
22. Rebel or goodie-two-shoes?	rebel. Wahaha...
23. Do you want to have kids?	err...guess so
24. Can you cross your eyes?	yup
25. Have you ever been arrested? Why?	No la...i'm a good girl
26. Do you have a blog?	yea...
27. Do you think you're attractive?	hmm.. i think i am =)
28. Have you ever been hit on by the same sex?	erm...yea
29. Do you believe in love at first sight?	nope
30. Do you own a camera phone?	no, i wan to =(
31. Why are they called fingers if they don't fing?	err...
32. Where is your favorite place to be?	home
33. What does the world need less of?	internet. LOL~
34. Are you a vegetarian?	when i'm in uni, yes i am. Once i reach home, i turn into a carnivor.. haha..
35. Are you artistic?	a little bit ;P
36. Do you drink enough water?	sometimes i don't
37. Do you like the band The Shins?	Don know them
38. What do you label yourself as?	a human
39. Mom or Dad?	MOM!!!!!!!!
40. What was the last compliment you GAVE?	you danced weLL !!!!
41. Do you pray?	yea =)
42. What was the last insult you GAVE?	nice meh?
43. Happy or depressing music?	of course happy la... why wanna torture myself...
44. Who do you want to meet?	momo
45. Do you want to get married?	yea, of course =D
46. Do you hate someone?	yea
47. What is your favorite female name?	chris. LOL~~~
48. Grandma or grandpa?	both
49. Who is the stupidest person you know?	nobody is stupid ok!!! i hate it when ppl call others stupid!!!!
50. Are you color blind?	Nope
51. Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point?	nope, would love to ^^
52. Would you cry if MySpace stopped working?	No la...
53. Who is your newest friend?	err..can't remember, met quite a few last week
54. What store would you choose to max out a credit card? Why?	music store!!!! cuz i wanna buy my bro an electric guitar and funky picks!!! buy my sis and i keyboards!!! and lots of CDs!!!!!!!
55. Last time you saw your dad?	last month
56. Gym or music?	MUSIC!!!!!
57. What are you wearing right now?	Big T and shorts
58. Do animals go to Heaven?	-_-lll
59. Last phone call?	do missed calls count?
60. Have you ever danced in public?	yea
61. What is your biggest weakness?	procrastinating. LOL
62. Do you read much?	no
63. Do you know how to drive a car?	NO!!! T_T
64. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?	i'm glad that i'm alive
65. What is your lucky number?	i don have one
66. Have you ever skipped school?	yea.. heehee~
67. What is your favorite number?	7
68. Have you ever gone rock climbing?	nope, i'm lousy in sports
69. Last time you saw your mom?	21st march 2007
70. Tastes great, or less filling?	tastes great
71. Have you ever peed your pants after age 8?	yea. while i was asleep. haha...
72. Do you drink alcohol?	nope
73. When you wake up, what is the first thing you think?	where's my hp.
74. Do you know anyone who has never left their home state?	yea
75. What's your family like?	family la...
76. What is the last thing you said to someone?	ini berapa?
77. Do you think Snoop Dogg sucks?	do you think so?
78. Have you dated anyone you met online?	-_-
79. Why do you like the music you do?	cuz it makes me happy and i can express myself
80. What's your favorite TV show?	some lame hong kong game shows. lol..
81. Tan or pale?	tan
82. What's your favorite drink?	soya =D
83. How many times a day do you go on myspace?	seldom
84. Have you ever been asked out?	yea
85. Shorts or pants?	pants
86. Best April Fool's joke ever?	early in the morning, i was told that my house was ransacked. LIM SU EE!!! i'll remember this. Now, you stop laughing liao!!!
87. Do you hold grudges?	yea. a bit
88. Would you die for your family?	wah...tough question
89. Have you ever been on TV?	nope
90. Do you ever use your full name?	of course
91. Have you ever been to college?	nope, i'm in uni
92. Skinny dipping or chunky dunking?	skinny dipping.lol
93. What does the world need more of?	love. lame answer huh
94. Have you ever prayed to Bhudda?	nope
95. Lace or satin?	satin
96. Would you give me $5?	depend on who you are
97. Last person to make you cry?	mom
98. Do you get along with other people's parents?	yea.. i guess
99. Do you have any tattoos?	nope
100. Who is the most fun person you know?	my gang. haha..
101. Love or like?	love
102. What is your favorite name?	chris.
103. Do you like working with people?	sometimes
104. Would you set yourself on fire?	huh?
105. Would you live on another planet if it were possible?	nope
106. Do you like the taste of blood?	No, tastes like metal
107. Have you ever eaten sushi?	yea =)
108. Last time you were really really mad?	last last week. exploded. LOL
109. You're having a bad day. Who do you want to talk to?	nobody
110. Do you like depressing music?	NO!
111. Do you study the Bible?	yea =D
112. Would you go skydiving?	nope
113. Are you good at imitating accents?	yea, imitating malaysia punya accent.
114. Have you ever made out with just a friend?	wat la
115. Do you like holidays?	who doesn't
116. Do you have a soul?	duh...
117. Are all the pigs lined up?	??
118. Name 4 things you always have with you:	purse, hp, tissues, umbrella
119. Do you believe in love?	yup
120. What is your favorite sport to watch?	seldom watch sports
121. Do you eat meat?	yea
122. What is your screen name?	chris
123. How are you feeling right now?	bore
124. What's your favorite movie?	none
125. Six pack or sweet?	sweet
126. Would you give money to a hobo?	yea
127. Is it Pet's Mart or Pet Smart?	err...
128. Have you ever cut yourself?	nope
129. Have you ever gone to a public school?	uh huh
130. Have you ever been to a beach?	yes!! i love beaches!!
131. Have you ever gotten your tongue frozen to something?	nope, thank GOD
132. What's the sickest you've ever been?	err...fever for a few days
133. Do you like tongue twisters?	no
134. Who is the quietest person you know?	valerie
135. Would you eat human flesh for money?	what???!!!
136. How do you usually dress?	t-shirt and jeans
137. Do you like yourself?	yea
138. Do you like the band Nine Inch Nails?	hardly know them
139. Do you believe in ghosts?	yea
140. Do you brush and floss?	i brush but i don't floss
141. Best body type?	best body type of...?
142. Favorite country?	malaysia
143. Good or evil?	good la
144. Do you like cows?	LOL~
145. Bagels or chicken?	bagels gua
146. Have you ever been high?	what's consider high? if singing, yes
147. Do you believe in yourself?	sometimes
148. Favorite month?	december ^^
149. Collar popped or normal?	normal
150. Have you ever committed suicide?	nope
151. Cell phone, land line, or talking with a mic on the computer?	cell phone
152. Do you find dead people interesting?	no
153. Have you ever missed a meal because you were busy on myspace?	nope, i can't tahan without food..
154. Would you kill someone?	no
155. Mints or chewing gum?	mints
156. Last time you cried?	last week
157. What was the last insult you received?	bodoh, and i HATE it
158. Have you ever gone a week without showering?	nooope
159. 'Digged' or 'dug'?	dug
160. Who is the funniest person you know?	ah ling
161. Name one person you love, and why:	momo...because she's the best
162. What is your favorite musical instrument?	keyboard
163. Do you like meeting friends' parents?	not really
164. What are your thoughts about life?	a long journey with different paths and you have to choose which one you wanna take.
165. Have you ever kissed someone in the rain?	never kiss a human before
166. What are you listening to right now?	jeremy camp
167. What is your hair color?	black with stripes of brown
168. Emotional or physical pain?	yer...both also don wan
169. Have you ever gone streaking?	NOoOOOoooo
170. Have you ever been in a movie?	of course la
171. Where did you get your last email from?	friendster. LOL
172. What name brand do you wear the most?	i don't care what brand one.
173. Have you ever walked more than a mile?	yea, thought i'm gonna pengsan
174. Do you stop to smell the roses?	no.. scare got bees come out
175. Are you a health freak?	not really
176. Last text?	shirley
177. One best friend or many good friends?	many good friends
178. How many ex boyfriends/girlfriends do you have?	never had one
179. Do you have a bad life?	no
180. Are you good at dancing?	not really.
181. Do you believe in the external world?	huh?
182. What's your favorite album/CD?	don have a favourite
183. Where is your favorite place to go on vacation?	i like places with cool weather
184. TV or movie?	TV
185. What's your phone ringtone?	triphop
186. Do you believe the Bible?	yes!
187. Sprite or 7Up?	sprite
188. For a guy: short or long hair?	short
189. Would you live in a different country?	saya cinta malaysia
190. Where is your favorite place to live?	malaysia la
191. What is your favorite IM acronym (lol, omg, ttyl, etc)?	LOL
192. What's one unique thing about you?	i don have one unique thing, i AM unique, cuz there's only one chris in the world and only chris can be chris.
193. How much do you weigh?	50kg. trying my very best to gain weight
194. McDonalds or Burger King?	-_-lll i anti fast food la.. except pizza
195. Have you ever yelled at a telemarketer?	nope, i seldom yell at ppl
196. Status quo or radical change?	radical change
197. Is there happiness in slavery?	you think leh???
198. Are you afraid of the dark?	sometimes
199. When do you go to bed?	12-2am
200. Shower or bath?	shower

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Campus Party

2007-04-19T17:23:00.000+08:00

Yay~ i just finished another subject ^o^ Another 4 more to go. Then Kuching Kuching here i come! Kolo mee~~~~~ I'm coming!! Muahaha... I told my sis the other day that i miss kolo mee, then guess wat she said? "everyday kolo mee, later your face also become kolo mee!!" LOL!!!!

Campus party will be on this coming sunday night ^_^
TiMe: 6-8pm
VeNue: 2nd FlooR SumMit HoteL, USJ (via hotel car park lifts)

CoMe Come!!
There's FREE food, Live BanDs and acts including FouR Letter StorY, LightBulb, etc...
CooL FreeBies will be given Out such as TGV, StarBucks (bring along your student ID)
MeeT COoL FrienDs =)

For more info, visit CampusCity Blog

And Yes...
I'll be singing =)
ActuaLLy i'm backing up,
but will be LeaDing one song...
Not Very confiDent about it,
but...yes,
I CAN do it ^_^

i miss you

2007-04-10T20:40:00.000+08:00

Thought i will be fine,
thought i can handle it,
thought i can hide it,
thought...

But no...
i am not fine,
i can't handle it,
i can't hide it

i miss you
terribly...
How i wish you were here,
how i wish i called you more often,
how i wish i could see you again,
how i wish...

Only those who experienced it will understand...
Sleepless nights...
Wet pillow case...
Silent crying...

I miss you...
How are you...
Are you watching me now...
Do you miss me...
Do you miss me......

No more pain,
no more suffering...

It's been 3 weeks.
3 weeks...

I still can remember clearly,
when i saw you...
when i put on makeup for you...
when i hold your hand,
and it's cold...
when i touched your hair,
and it's soft...

I saw you,
but you didn't see me...
I arrived,
but you left earlier...
Why didn't you wait for me...
Why...

Those days,
you drove me to school,
traffic jams,
you complaint,
but you still drove me...

Those days,
you sent me to vocal classes,
singing competitions,
i become who i am because of you...
my talent is being polished because of you...

However,
you only heard me sing when i was young,
but never hear me since i became a teen and a grown up now...
How i wish i could sing for you now...
How i wish you could hear me now...

Flowers.
Cold drinks.
Pirated VCDs.
Movies.
Kenyalang.
Talc.
Jeans.
Cooking.
You love all these...

I miss you...
I really miss you...

Jason Lo

2007-04-08T19:42:00.000+08:00

Went to Hitz Fm 10th birthday Bash last night. It was good.

Awesome breakdances. i Love the girls!!

Resh Monu was there. His music doesn't suit me. But great performance =)

Jason Lo. Local artist. Great music!! i love it!! I'm his fan liao. LOL~

I never forget you =)

2007-04-02T16:29:00.000+08:00

Saw your blog just now,
Was smiling when i read it.
Oh, how could i forget those days..
School bus, tuition, gossips, projects, walks...
I will never forget those moments...

Just to let you know that
You're the first best friend that i have.
I learnt how to be independent though you.
Remember the time when you scolded me
for being too relying on you.
It was then i begin to learn to be independent =)
Thanks friend...

Don't be scare to meet,
who knows we might not cry =)
Meeting each other is not a sad moment.
It's a moment when we get together
catch up with one another,
recall our memories,
recall those days when we spent so much time together =)
AND most importantly
It's a time when we sustain our friendship and keep in touch =)

We used to write "Friendship Forever" in autographs,
I believe in that...

Friendship Forever

In Christ Alone

2007-03-19T10:09:00.000+08:00

I've been tagged...again...lolz

2007-03-18T17:43:00.000+08:00

I've been tagged again...this time it's not Isaac. It's our very own Oguchi =) Hey Oguchi, didn't know that we're actually same age! And i'm actually a few months older... Lolz... Anyway, here it goes..

LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE.

Name: Chris Lim

Birth Date: 12 March 1985

Current Status: Single

Eye Colour: Dark Brown

Hair Colour: Black with some stripes of red but faded into brown.

Righty or Lefty: Righty

LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE.

My Heritage : Malaysia boleh! Lol.

My Fears : Small and narrow spaces. Water...yes, you heard me, W.A.T.E.R.. Rats. Bugs.

My Perfect Pizza : Hawaiian Supreme!! *Yo, oguchi, we shall go pizza together one day. Lol*

LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.

My Thoughts First Waking Up : Where's my phone? *ppl nowadays can't live without phone*

My Bedtime : 12-2am

My Most Missed Memory: Bible camp 2000, went to a really kampung area. Bathed in a bathroom without door. Lol. It was fun.

LAYER 4: MY PICK.

Pepsi or Coke: they taste the same leh...

McDonald's or Burger King: I anti fast food except pizza. Lol.

Single or Group Dates: Group.

Adidas or Nike: Ha...still have to pick meh...i don like both leh...i prefer POWER!! BATA!! What?! BATA good wad. Cheap and lasting.

Tea or Nestea: Tea

Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla

Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee *actually i never try cappuccino, that's why i pick coffee. Lol*

LAYER 5: DO YOU...

Smoke: never

Curse: sometimes

Take a Shower: You don't ha??

Have a Crush: I'm a human.

Think You've Been In Love: Yea.

Go To School: Duh...

Want To Get Married: Yea.

Believe In Yourself: In the process...

Think You're A Health Freak: Not really

LAYER 6: IN THE PAST.

Drank Alcohol: Once when i was young.

Gone To The Mall : What kind of question is this??

Been On Stage: Lots of times

Eaten Sushi: Yea.

Dyed Your Hair: A few times. Just highlighted.

LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER...

Played A Stripping Game: Nope

Changed Who You Were To Fit In: Yea.

LAYER 8: AGE YOU'RE HOPING...

To Be Married: 28

LAYER 9: IN A GUY/GIRL...

Best Eye Colour: Dark Brown

Best Hair Colour: Black. Dyed also can, as long as it's not some funny color like green, pink...etc.

Short Hair or Long Hair: Short and spikey.

LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING...

A Minute Ago: Completing this tag thing

An Hour Ago: Checking mails.

4.5 Hours Ago: On the train back to uni.

1 Month Ago: celebrating CNY

1 Year Ago: Think i'm a computer ha...can't remember la...

LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCES...

I love : Singing!! Food! camps, blogs, movies, comics, jap animes, shopping, travelling, sleeping, learning new songs...

I hate: when i sing off tune, spicy food, ppl waking me up from my sleep, dirty toilets, crowded places...

I hide: my feelings *sometimes*

I miss: My healthy mama.

I need: to talk to others more often.

Who i wanna tag:
Isaac
Kimberly
Lina

~ DeepLy in Love ~

2007-03-18T17:17:00.000+08:00

Elder has asked me to sing for the upcoming Campus P.A.R.T.Y. Kinda happy cuz i can sing, but a bit worry cuz i have some transport problem. Hope i can make it for the practices. I had no idea of what song to sing...until i heard this song just now...It is one of my favourite songs besides "From the Inside Out" from Hillsongs... It's call - Deeply In Love...

In my life You've heard me say

I love you

How do I show you it's true

hear my heart, it longs for more of you..

I've fallen deeply in love with you..

You have stolen my heart

I'm captivated by you

Never will you and I part

I've fallen deeply in love with you

You and I, together forever

Nothing can, stand in the way

My love for you, grows strongereach new day.

I've fallen deeply in love with you

You have stolen my heart

I'm captivated by you

Never will you and I part

I've fallen deeply in love with you

You have stolen my heart

I'm captivated by you

Never will you and I part

I've fallen deeply in love with you

Campus Camp

2007-03-11T21:27:00.000+08:00

Just came back from campus camp this afternoon. The camp was awesome! The camp's theme - Revolution =)

I didn't plan to join this camp actually. The week before the camp, elder and ps san kept asking me to join. Ppl already asked liao, some more ps wor...so join loh... BUT...i'm glad that i joined the camp =)

Had class til 4 something on the 9th march which is the day when all the campers were heading towards the camp site - peacehaven. I couldn't reach there in time cuz it takes me about two and a half hour to reach church ma...Why? i take KTM ma...Slow ma...some more need to wait for bus when i reach Subang's KTM station leh. So, i told Lucas about it. He said he'll arrange the transport for me.

Reached Bdr Tasik Selatan around 645pm. Stood at the place where Mr. Lucas can spot me easily. So...i stood...and stood...and stood...and stood...and stood...and stood...and stood...and stood...and stood...and stood...and stood... OK OK...enough of the "and stood". I stood there for SOOOOOO LONGGGGG...still didn't see that Lucas.

My phone rang. He called... Mr. Lucas sesat -_- at least i know he didn't forget me. Ok, so i stood there and waited again...So i waited...and waited...and waited...and waited...and waited...and waited...and waited...and waited...OK OK...enough again. I waited for very LONG. Still tak nampak bayang pakcik ni -_-

My phone rang again. He called. ok, he's still sesat-ing.

At the end, elder came and picked me up. When he came, it was already about 10pm -_- i stood there for about 3 hours O_o. Stupid de, why didn't you find a seat? It's full ok...really, it's full...every corner also got ppl leh...sigh...

Finally reached Peacehaven. i was dead tired -_- but i managed to sit in michelle ng's car. it's Toyota if i'm not mistaken. So nice!! wahahaha....

The camp was awesome!! The messages all very real. Especially ps ken's message. That's exactly what i need. Been drifting away for so long. Tired. Lost. Ps's message really strike right into my heart.

- Being an example -

- He didn't promise that it'll be easy -

- Don't despise your youth -

- A standard is a display -

- Don't live in the natural -

- If God says can, can! -

- The flood is comin -

I've decided to help out in the worship at the worship center in Bangi. Since it's so near to my uni...So i'll help out. I don't have much time left to my uni. So i gotta do my best when i'm still studying. Really thank God for such an opportunity =)

Lots of stuff went thru my mind during the camp. Mama is the main. Sis sms me and told me mama's in hospital while i was on my way to peacehaven. Imagine i was trying to control my emotions during the camp. Man...i can cry any minute ah... So, i ended up being alone most of the time. And spent quite some time in my own dom during free time. I'm glad that this camp had a lot of games. That really took my mind off. My teammates are all nice ppl =) Enjoy being in one team with them =) KOREA!!! Lol...

- Shoe stacking -

- balls -

-sponges + balloons XD -

- eating maggie in a super icy cold weather -

- found my relative!!! it's my niece...err..so i'm her aunty -_- i so old -

- met new friends -

- surprise + birthday wishes + birthday cake =) -

And guess wat!! I have my first testi straight after the camp =) the bus driver dropped me and other UM girls to an unknown train station. When we reached there, muahahahaha...i found out that it's station Bdr tasik selatan!!! Muahahaha.... it's only 20 mins away from my uni... yay~ Even better than dropping me off at central XD

Hmmm...guess i'll just stop here...will edit when something else come out again. Overall, it's an awesome camp! Really thank God for it... =)

- Be strong -

- Somebody out there is praying for me and my family -

- Don't give up.. -

I've been tagged

2007-03-04T21:48:00.000+08:00

i've been tagged by isaac. Haha...isaac, didn't know that you love to sit in front of your computer so much. Lolz.

Each player starts out by telling 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write (in their own blog) 6 weird things as well and state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave each of them a comment letting them know you tagged them and the cycle goes on.

So here goes..

1. I never sit or lay on my bed after i come back home from somewhere else. Unless i change my clothes into home wear clothes, if i'm sweating i'll go bath, or else i will NEVER sit or lay on my bed. I find it dirty. And also, i don't like others to sit on my bed unless they bath and get change.

2. I must wash my feet before i sleep. I can't sleep if i don't wash my feet.

3. Whenever i get a CD that i never listen before, i won't listen to one song after another, which means i won't listen to the whole song then listen to the next song. I'll listen half way, then listen to the next song. Same thing happens to the next song, half way then switch to another. I got this weird habit from my bro. He does that so often that i also kena influenced. Lolz.

4. I always put on a blanket when i sleep, no matter how hot it is, i will still cover myself with blanket. Can't sleep without blanket.

5. I love looking at car numbers when i'm sitting inside a car. I don't know since when i have this "hobby"...but i find it fun. I like to see weird weird alphabet in front of the car number, for example BGR, MAD, MBA, MAN, CAT...etc.

6. In my wardrobe, i'll arrange all my clothes according to their categories. For example, red shirt with red shirt, black shirt with black shirt, long sleeves with long sleeves, skirt with skirt...etc. I can't stand it if all the colours or categories campur together. Lol...

Now...here are the ppl that i wanna tag. Heehee~

Andrew

Daphne

Gracie
Kelvin Tan
Yumi

~Malam Perdana~

We had our MENTION night on the 2nd of March, last friday. It was held in Equatorial Hotel. Personally, i don't think that dinner worth my RM65. The place is small and the dishes...man...first dish, shark fin soup without any shark fin. Second dish, a big plate with various food like fried fish, kangkung, long bean, come chicken... it's not enough for our table. Third dish, dessert. That's it... Yes, you heard me. That's it... I admit that i eat a lot and that little stuff doesn't satisfy me. Even my friends who don't eat much also said they are still hungry -_- anyway, don't talk about the food liao. Let's look at some pics ^-^

Before the dinner, at my friend's room waiting for her to finish dress up.

Now you know how does our hostel look like. It's old but i like it =)

Reached the hotel, started to tak pic. Man...once again, i'm the giraffe -_-

My close friend in uni, Chew Li. She's cute >.<

Cheu Li, me, and Madhu. We always call her Madu (honey) lol

My friends from different programmes under Mass com.

Me, Cheu Li and Yong Wei (Shopping queen)

Me, Cheu Li, Ayu (same species like me-giraffe.lol) Yong Wei

Kin Yeng, me, Cheu Li (i look so pale -_-)

Because i looked pale, so my friend tried to take a pic without flash. Turned out quite nice ^-^

So we took another pic again without flash.

Me, Encik Badrul (my wacana media lecturer), Cheu Li.

Me (again the giraffe) -_-, Faslika (our close Indian friend, she's pretty ^^), Cheu Li, Yong Wei

Me, Pn. Shazlin (Media writing), cheu Li

Cheu Li, Prof Fuziah (Broadcasting Journalism) my fav lecturer, Me

Me, Hui Teng, Sheau Fong (they are all my coursemates)

Iswandi, (another same species), Me

Siew Yann and i, making funny faces ;p

Siew Yann is so cute! >.<

After dinner ^-^

Once again, Me and Cheu Li

Lastly...Me ^-^

p/s: this pic is photoshopped, i've adjusted the color

CCWC again

2007-02-12T19:06:00.000+08:00

Our group made into the final of CCWC. The final was held on 9th feb, last friday. We got back into the same gang, same ppl, except a few new ppl in our group.

This time, our story take place in a mental hospital. The warden treated the mad ppl badly. One day, a new doctor came. The warden began to tell the doctor about the mad ppl's background and stories. The whole drama was flashbacks from three different mad ppl. First, a guy who's intelligent and smart. Due to the pressure from his uni works and his gf who is materialistic, he became mad. Second, a girl from a wealthy family who's searching for love. Until one day she met this guy on the ship and she got raped, then she became mad loh... Third, a guy who always wanted to be a popstar. Failed so many times in auditions until he couldn't take it and became mad. At the end, the warden found out that actually the new doctor was a mad guy too.

I acted as the first guy. The one who got mad because of uni works and gf. Since i acted as a guy...i terpaksa have to have moustache on that day. My friend drew on my face.... and...

TADA!!!!

the guy version of me O_o

Wait til you see this one below...

This is super ugly ok -_-lll i can't believe i actually acted like this in front of so many ppl. My friend even went and darkened my eyebrows -_- p/s: the guy beside me is a girl as well. She looked so much more "handsome" than me lah.

Nah...enough of the pics. We got 2nd in the competition. Our marks is 76.7 and the champion's is 77. Wah...just 0.3 marks away...Anyway, it's a good experience though. Not only i got the chance to act, with that ugly moustache, it helps me to build up my confidence on stage =)

I've lost you...

2007-01-26T09:56:00.000+08:00

You're gone...

I went looking for you...

You're nowhere to be seen...

What was i thinking...

To leave you...

And now you're gone...

Mad at me...?

Miss those days when...

You showed pics to me...

You helped me to keep things...

You helped me in assignments...

You travel with me...

And now you're gone...

Will i ever see you again...?

Will you come back to me...?

Or...should i just...let go...

FeeLing

2007-01-22T17:27:00.000+08:00

Feeling queasy
A little bit dizzy
Kinda funny

As if i'm falling
From a high building
What is this feeling?

Messy heartbeat
Crazy body heat
Can't sit still in my seat

Thinking...
Sinking...
Deciding...

Genting~ XD

2007-01-06T18:21:00.000+08:00

Went genting on the 5th with my bunch of friends. We had a great time there. The weather is cooling and nice. I love it! XD We went to the theme park. Played like mad. Took photos like mad too. Lol. Went in casino too. If we all went there and never go into the casino, hai....really very....hai....you know the word lah. So, it was my first time into Malaysia's first and only casino. It's an eye opener =) here are some pics that i took in genting XD

Pura-pura telephone. Lol.

Ah Ling and i. Both of us love riding this. So nice~

My pose is lame -_-

Look! Theme park. Lol.

Wanted to take pic when the fountain went high...but came out like this..

These are my frens who went genting =)

I really super love this pic so very much!!

Lol. We're tryin to take a pic of us kissing the pretty legs. My fren tak kena.

Take two! Ok, better... Lol~

Imitating the model. How's it? LOL LOL~

Inside the genting plaza.

Inside the hotel room.

My frens and i..

My frens and i again. A bunch of cam whores. LOL~

Big rock.

if i stand, i'll look like a giraffe.

Pretty flowers.

Promoting Jackers. My fav~

That's all...Hope you enjoy looking at those pics. Lol~ Hmm...kinda miss the weather there. i'm sure i'll go back again. haha...

back to uni...

2007-01-03T20:40:00.000+08:00

Happy new year everyone! it's 2007. A new year, a new beginning~ Had a great time back home. Spent most of my time at home. Had a good catch up with my sis and bro as well... To me, home is the sweetest place on earth =) i might not have a perfect family, i might not have perfect parents, but still...i love my family =)

Come come...here are some pics before i went back to the meow~ city. These were taken after the day we finished our exam at midvalley.

Thanks frens...we had a great time ^^

During hols, i finished reading about 100 comics! Woohoo~ unbelievable... this is my first time reading so many comics. Lol. i finished slam dunk. It's my favourite comic ever! i watched slam dunk's anime too ^^ Thumbs up! Besides, i watched a few episodes of naruto as well...GOOD! when i go back during chinese new year, i'm gonna watch again. Lol. I'm an anime fan. Hunter X i also wanna watch. Yea, it's an old anime. My bro said it's very nice.

I wanna thank all my friends who have smsed me during hols. Yea, it's tough in the beginning, cried so many times, so heartache... But slowly i learnt to be strong... These things do happen... indeed, God is in control... Thank you guys... *hugz*

Aloha...

2006-12-22T16:04:00.000+08:00

Wow...it's been a long time since i updated my blog. I'm now back in hometown --> the Meow city. Woohoo~ i ate my favourite kolo mee, the tasty popiah...etc. Wahaha...i'm in heaven. To me, home is the nicest place on earth =)

Mama is very thin...Hmm...let's not talk about that, it makes me sad. Lol. I spent most of my hols at home helping my sis. My bro is having a LONG break as well, he just finished his STPM. He's in cloud nine now. Lol.

Tomorrow we're having carolling at KFC. Gonna do a small solo for the song "we are the reason". Hope things goes well =) this is the second time we are doing carolling at KFC. Tomorrow gonna have our last practice...

Oh well, guess i'll just stop here...will blog more when i'm back in uni =)

Yay!! ^^

2006-11-23T00:46:00.000+08:00

Yay! Finally i've finished my exam ^^ wee~~ My friends and i went to MV after our exam. We had Pizza!! Woohoo~~ Nice nice!! I LOVE pizza!!

We planned to watch "Deathnote" at first, but they only left some seats in the front row, we didn't want to pay so much just to torture our neck, so we chose another movie - "Happy Feet". It's a nice movie ^^ if we really think about it and recall on the movie, it actually has some hidden meanings... Anyway, we really enjoyed ourselves ^^

HaPPy FeeT ^^

Mumble ~ he likes to....watch it yourself lah...then you'll know...hee ^^

He wants to sing too, but...

Lovelace ~~ Lol.. this fella is funny.Lol.

Those little fellas were there when he's all alone.

Yay!! I'm going home soon. Mama, i'm coming back ^^ Finally i get to spend time with you ^^ I know i'm not going to see you like last time anymore - plump, healthy, funny... I'm going to see you in bed most of the time... Mama, you're going to be okay... I choose to believe that by HIS stripes you're healed. Even though things may seems to be getting worse, but it's during time like this, our faith is tested... Hang on mama...Hang on...

My FavouriteS

2006-11-21T13:46:00.000+08:00

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take but by the moments that take our breath away.

*source: cindy

I respect what you say and I hope you respect me too, is another way of saying shut-up I disagree with you and you have to listen to me.

*this quote is taken from the Daily Blog

Exams

2006-11-14T17:57:00.000+08:00

Urgh...i wonder how many students actually like exams. Well, i'm one of the "i hate exams" people. I studied so hard for today's paper, AND it turned out to be kanasai-ed. Argh...study so hard but the questions are like "huh?" when i saw them. My face was exactly like this.

Yes, my face was exactly like this.

*screaming* All my friends came out from the exam hall with black clouds above their heads and stoned faces. -_- *screaming* i still can't get over with it. *screaming* forgive me for screaming, but i really want to... *screaming*

"i hate exam"

it sounds so lame

but i hate it like crazy

cuz it makes me dizzy.

Hours of study,

turned out muddy.

Cold air blowing,

examinors walking,

big clock ticking,

I AM STRUGGLING!!

*screaming*

Another five around the corner

wonder how am i gonna suffer

Waiting for the day

when i got my pay

You know i'm bluffing

cuz i know you're laughing

bah...waiting for the day

when i can finally say

The exam's OVER...

AYA Dream Malaysia Awards 2006

2006-11-06T12:56:00.000+08:00

It was last minute that i decided to join AYA Dream Malaysia Awards. It was great! I really enjoyed myself last night =D

The nominees are great! Their outstanding spirits amazed me. Some of them are handicapped but they have excellent attitude towards life! I'm so very impressed...and deeply encouraged...

The winner for the Most Outstanding Youth of the Year 2006 is Sia Ling Ling. She's on the wheelchair that night...

The winner for the Most Youth Friendly Company of the Year is IDP Education.

Suki --> winner of "One In A Million" sang!! Oh!! i so love her!! If she keluar album, i'm surely gonna buy XD Tessie sang too!!! Man...i'm so blessed to be able to hear great singings =D

I should have take lotsa pics for the event. Too bad, i don't have a cam. I can only tumpang ppl's cam. Urgh... I took pics with a lot of cooL ppl but i can only get these three pics. Sigh. Anyway, i'll upload them once i got new pics.

Suki is the one who's holding the flower =D

Jac and i.

Nick took this pic. Nice lighting. Good photographer makes you look good. Lol. Thanks nick ;)

Hey, kch folks, these are my recent pics in case you all are wondering if i'm still alive. Lol. Will see you guys soon. XD

My Favourite Quote

2006-10-29T22:10:00.000+08:00

I read the Daily Blog often. It's a nice and funny blog. Sometimes Andrew, the author, can be a little sarcastic but that's the way he blogs and i like it =) I like the entry of the Daily Quote. This one is definitely my favourite:

I am not offended by what you say, the dog can bark and bark at the moon but the moon still keeps on shining.

Wanna know more quotes? please visit http://script-of-your-life.blogspot.com/

Home

2006-10-29T19:51:00.000+08:00

I was in my friend's house the other night. After we got back from church and settled everything, we were laying on mattresses ready to go to sleep. Then, i heard the sound of an aeroplane. It was loud as it was flyin low. At that moment, i realized that i miss home heaps...

To me, home is the most comfy place in the world. Nothing is better than home.

I was born in Sibu, but we moved to the Cat City. My love for the Land of Catz increases as the years pass by...

Man! i just miss Kolo mee so much!!!

How can i miss out the famous three layer Teh-C-Peng!!

Personally i don't really like Kuching's laksa but it's one of my papa's favourite food =) How are you papa?

Sizzling Noodle!!! I think the one in Tun Jugah is the best!!! Thanks Ah Jia, for introducing me to this wonderful and irrestible food =)

Popiah!! Sometimes mama will buy popiah for our breakfast =)

Yam cake. One of my favourite food for breakfast too XD

Sio Bi and Soya Bean!!

I think Sin Kwang Heng in the open air market sells the best sio bi and soya bean XD MUST go there once i go back!!

One of my favourite hang out places. Crowne Plaza!

Tun Jugah =)

Movies! Very often my friends and i go to the STAR cineplex to watch movies on wednesday night XD

Kuching...i'm coming back SOON...

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Memories~

The EyeS

2006-10-18T16:57:00.000+08:00

HappeneD to reAd my Friend'S blog just now. I was shocked when i reaD it... Something happened to her eyes...her eyelashes are growing backwaRds and cause irritaTion. She has to go For operaTion to fiX it. I was stunneD! ImmediateLy i caLLed her. Thank God that she's alright.

I was thinking about our eyes after that...

Sensitive

The eyes are the most sensitive part of our body. Just one tiny dirt gets in, man, your whole eye will be so red and itchy! The eyes cannot stand dirtiness, cannot be too tired, cannot be rubbed...etc. Hmm...we are like the eyes actually.

The eyes cannot stand dirtiness. The tiny dirt is like the words or actions that's been said or done by others. When it gets into us, we are hurt, just like the eyes gets itchy and uncomfy. So, we have to get the dirt out ::we forgive::
The eyes cannot be too tired too. This one no need to explain la...we cannot be too tired or else we'll get sick ::we rest::
The eyes cannot be rubbed. Many times we don't wanna be rubbed. However I think we should rub each other, spiritually =) Encourage one another when one is down, carry one another's burden...Hebrews 10:24-25 Everyone will have their "days"...It is during those times, words will be the most powerful weapon. Just one single word, the person can either be torn or built ::we rub:: (err...i don mean go and rub your eyes lah.Lol.)

Attractive

The eyes are the most attractive part of our face. That's why all the makeup artists are focusing on the eyes instead of our nose, our mouth, our cheeks. The eyes speaks. We can tell whether the person is tired or excited or surprised or bla bla bla, just by looking at the eyes.

Being attractive. We all care about how we look. We try our best to look the best. Yes, our appearance is important and i totally agree that we should dress up. Do you know that it takes motivation even to just dress up? So ladies and gentlemen, dress up =) However, over focusing on our appearance...? it can be our idol, our goal and our only hope. That's why so many people get depressed when they find wrinkles or flaws on their face. They feel secured and recognized by being young. But how long will it last...? That's when the understanding of inner beauty comes in =) ::we know who we are::

Without the eyes... ::without God::

We lost direction...

We live in the darkness...

We live in a colorless world...

Some stories

2006-10-15T23:40:00.000+08:00

Happy Stories XD

"Managed to finish some of my ass before i went down to Subang =) "

" Guess what?! Red Hulks won the cheerleading competition!! The result was out this morning. We screamed like mad when we heard the result!! Not only that, we won the Merit Award. Muahaha... Man, i still can remember the moment when Jeffery announced it, woohoo... we were all jumping for joy!! XD "

" Blessed Jill with some chocolates and bought her a lip gloss. It's her birthday this tuesday. She's thrilled when she saw the present. Glad that i bought the right chocolate the chose the right colour =) "

" Red Hulk Party is on this coming Friday. Yay!! XD "

" Go Fish was officially launched yesterday =) "

" I watched Altered Frequency LIVE!!!! They're awesome!!! XD "

Sad Stories =(

" My friend's dad passed away =( "

" My friend broke up with her boyfriend. They've been together for 5 years! =( "

" Final coming soon. Err...consider a sad story? Hmm...it's a sad story for me lah. Lol. "

People judge us from the outside,

they don't care who you really are deep down inside,

they care about what you do on the outside.

Conclusion :

It's not who you are deep down inside that defines you,

it's what you do on the outside that defines you.

What do you think...?

ChildreN

2006-10-06T15:49:00.000+08:00

We can be children even though we are adults...

We can be childish even though we have this old dreaded skin...

ChiLdren are ungrateFuL

we can give the child presents after presents, all we have to do is to wack him once and he'll remember you forever...haha...but it's true, isn't it? A lot of times we are like this...I'M like this often. We are all not perfect. Many times we are so childish and yet we ourselves don't even know it. We take it for granted of the good things that others had done. However, we remember the little one tiny winy thing that hurt us...Yes, that's how we are, childish. Lol.

ChiLdren only love those who love them

"Yay! Aunty XXX is coming!!" is this familiar? When we were young, surely we'll have one favourite uncle or aunty...Why? So easy...because they will give us the biggest ang pao or biggest present mah...correct? we only love those who love us...which we are still doing it now...so that means..........we still haven't grow up!!! Argh!!!

So, we have to love those who are unlovable?? Yes, we do. If you say you love those unlovable because of God...that's faking. Ya, it's hard to love those fellas. But, let's be genuine. Be genuine in making friends, be genuine in loving them...

ChiLdren will never think of the consequences

This is what i want and i don't care!! This is the way i want it and i don't care!! Many of us don't admit that but...sadly we are all doing it. "I don't like this blog, so i'm gonna kutuk this author kao kao." Sarcastic? haha...i think so...cuz it's hard to love the unlovable mah...still learning still learning...haha...Hmm...have you ever thought of when you leave a bad comment, what are the consequences? Nope, you don't cuz you just want to kutuk. Right? So, you haven't grow up loh... So, have i grown up? just by looking at what i've wrote just now, you'll know the answer. Lol. So it's fair. Lol. We are all big adults who still have the mind of a child who will never think of the consequences...

ChiLdren treasure attention

Nah...this is a common fact. Everyone knows that children seek attention and they will do anything just to get some attention from others. However, do you know that we are still seeking for attention even though we can be 40 or 50 years old? haha... yes, let's admit it..we are all still seeking for attention. We are insecure. We seek for indentity. We want reassurance from others...

ChiLdren hate Changes

"Dear, let mommy wash that blankie. It's dirty." " NO!!! i don't want!" haha...remember those days when we used to have all those sniffy pillows and blankies? We refused to let our moms wash it cuz we feel comfy with it... It's the same. We hate changes. Let's say, if you normally wake up at 9am cuz your class starts at 10am. All of a sudden, your lecturer decided to change it to 8am. haha... most of us will groan and complain. Got what i mean? We are so comfortable in our comfort zone and we are not willing to step out of it...

We are mature when we CARE

We are immature when we CARE-LESS

If we don't adapt the changes, we'll lose out

If we don't change, we'll be left out

It's not the circumstances that makes you a loser

It's the choice that you made makes you a loser

*source: Reuben

Won...

2006-10-03T23:24:00.000+08:00

RememBer about the PooL compeTitioN that i menTioneD earLier? Guess what?! I won two Games out of Three!! Yay!! I stiLL can't get oveR with the thriLL!! i remembeR i Lose aLL three last YeaR...hehe...that means i have improved...wee....

The CheerLeading was aweSome!!! We all DiD our best...i'm so very SatisFied with our PerformanCe =) ReD HuLKs RockS!!! we'll onLy get to Know the reSult this week, whateVer the reSult it, i kNow that we've won... =)

It's Not about WinNing

It's Not about i'm ahead of you

It's Not about i DiD better than you

It's Not about i got No.1 & you got No.2

It's when we Did ouR best

It's when we know what we aRe Doing

It's when we Gave it aLL

We won...